Archive for June, 2007

Another….envelop of mind

As I see the sun drown into the horizon,
Leaving behind the tiny specs of pink in the sky,
I drink the last remains of red,
Its beauty mesmerizing me…I sigh!

A thousand thoughts enveloping my mind,
A thousand memories to cherish,
A thousand things that I wanted to tell you,
But I wish there were another thousand till I perish.

I remember the first time your voice I had heard,
It still echoes in my head.
And the time when you had said you love me,
O I can die to hear that before I am dead!

The feathery wind touches my face gently,
And it reminds me so much of you.
Your touch, your breath, your gentleness,
And of all the times I had spent with you!

I remember the moments of pain and despair,
The day you walked away,
I too wanted you to find love, my love,
So couldn’t possibly ask you to stay.

And the nights of emptiness I have spent
Trying to forget you,
Trying to believe my love didn’t exist,
Trying to believe I didn’t love you.

But today I no more fear myself, my love,
For no more shall I be,
Dust to dust and ashes to ashes…I shall go
But my love shall be with you even after me!

As I close my eyes in silence
I feel you wrap your arms around me,
And you know what, I am scared no more,
And never will I be!

I can feel your body embrace me,
Your lips sealing mine…
I can feel you breathing into me,
Unbound by space and time!

If this is the end, tomorrow shall be a better day,
This moment has at last taken my breath away!

Somewhere far away, a stray tear trickles down
Unaware of its reason of being, its identity!
Only to be lost forever…
In the oceans of eternity!

You can’t Run,Hide or Escape

Sometime you have such feelings for a person that you do whatever you can to make that person happy. But that person may not have same feelings for you. Things go well until you start expecting from him/her. Human mind is soggy and mercurial ..In this situation you seem to overreact , thats quite natural. You may feel like , disregarded , neglected , unheeded—all these means You feel like IGNORED. Who do you blame in such position ? This person for having no feelings for you? Yourself for having such impuissance for this person? Actually these are the only two option when you are in that very situation. But if you can just open your mind up a bit and try to look through ..you will find answers instead of questions. Things I recommend doing in such critical situation is to analyze this person and his/her feelings for you. You will see various category to identify him/her like, he/she may turn out to be a complete stranger, he/she may have a bit of feeling for you but not not as much you expect or you may find that person unperceivable. Now after this analysis frame your mind in such a way where you are not the loser. Ask yourself that do you feel happy to help this person without gaining anything from his/her side. If yes then don’t change just keep in mind that you will never get any response from your counterpart. Another method is to draw distance and try to give yourself more importance than anyone. The latter is more applicable if you have other better involvements in life.