When someone is living life with lots of involvements days seem too short…but once you are left with sparing clock…you mind either takes on the course of imagination or recollects data from the very root of emotions which may be high or low.Right now I am going through a phase which is obliterating me inside.My yore , my present and me hereafter is looking up in the air.

Why? you ask? things around me are changing in a strange manner…I am known for changing abruptly I never knew how my friends and loved ones handled this nature of mine.Now I am suddenly in their position.Two major goals of my life was to learn more about my first love (don’t get too excited my first love is computer) and to make those happy who are really close to my heart.Suddenly I am standing still and these two goals are moving far away from my sight.

I will recover, I think I can or rather should ……I did recover 5 years back …it took three valuable years from me …I wasted it…another such loss may be is on the card….but thats a different story alltogether.